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Why can't i stop checking his instagram?

i think i have accepted in my heart that we are done for good. even if he comes back i think i would reject him. i don’t deserve what he has put me through and i know i will heal from this. i know a

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Why do breakup dreams still haunt me?

had an old friend message me last night who didn’t know anything about the break up. ended up explaining the whole thing from start to finish to them. doing this brought up emotions i don’t want t

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Why did i break no contact?

i am very sad to see my nc number go back to zero, but i couldn’t do it. my sister brought it to my attention today that he had changed his display name on social media to a name that was very obvio

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Trying to find comfort again in my own bed

sleeping in my own bed again tonight. making my sister stay in here with me, today felt heavy. trying to slowly ease back into being comfortable in my bedroom without his presence. :’)

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Taking my first step to moving on

i am sleeping in my own bed for the first night since the break up. i’ve stayed with my mom every night so far. my bedroom has felt far too full of his energy, lonely, and suffocating. i think i can