I miss her so much. it hurts so badly. all the little things she used to do, her little her-isms that only she did. the things that were OUR things. I feel so devastated that she walked away and even more devastated that I can’t even blame her for it because of how hard things got between us and that THIS, the separation, had to be the best thing, even though I would’ve went back a thousand times. please tell me it gets better.
Last updated on:2026-04-08T06:39:14+05:30
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very much have been there. my ex and I were together 4 years. I knew her so well. I thought she was my person. It does get easier. I used to be afraid of being abandoned by my partner or that I won't find someone who wants to stay with me. Now that some of my worst fears were realized and I'm still here i realized that what I'm more afraid of than being abandoned by someone else is abandoning myself again.
what’s the one thing about her you keep replaying the most right now?
how she would look at me; her eyes
man, this kind of hurt is brutal😢
i feel this so deep… those little “her-isms” are the hardest part, it’s like the world still has her shape in it but she’s gone. i went through that too, i would’ve gone back a thousand times even knowing it would break me again.
it’s like the world still has her shape even though she’s gone is the most painful and true thing