why would i do that? why would i put myself through that? now my feelings are hurt 😖. someone made a comment how they'd like a partner who is super loyal and clingy, and another person said thats exhausting, and my ex replied, "yep. that's why my ex is my ex"
that's not what she told *me* when we were breaking up. and i know she's got that condition where she doesn't process things until later but i dont know... maybe i shouldn't even be her "friend" anymore; not that i was talking to her much anyway. but now I'm spiraling
Last updated on:2026-06-29T09:43:12+05:30
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i’ve learned i have to stop giving myself access to people who confuse me like that. mute, block, whatever it takes. not out of anger, just because my head goes quiet when i don’t keep re-reading their version of things
what did you feel right before you checked her page, like the exact moment you went “i’ll just look”?
i had this feeling she was talking bad about me. honestly i was doing so well not checking her socials up until that point
that social media moment can flip a whole wound open in seconds. i’ve done the same thing, checked something i knew would mess me up, then sat there wondering why i went looking for pain in the first place