It's like I have two sides in a major battle with eachother inside of me

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It's like I have two sides in a major battle with eachother inside of me. One of them is fueld by logic telling me I can be happy alone and that I deserved so much better, that I didn't deserve the abuse. The other is fueld by my heart that 5 months later still feel the love I held for him burn ever so bright, it tells me lies of what was, what is and what will be, feeding me delusions that I so desperately want to believe. I feel nothing but an immense sadness every waking moment, I just want to feel okay again.

Last updated on:2025-07-22T05:53:02+05:30

Comments (5)

classygirl1
classygirl1 10 mths ago

Your heart’s holding onto the past but your logic is right you deserve so much better

Nimofinding
Nimofinding 10 mths ago

your heart’s just grieving that’s okay. But don’t let it trick you into forgetting your worth

LiamBoma
LiamBoma 10 mths ago

your heart is lying to you. You didn’t deserve the abuse you’re gonna find happiness again.

lipilo
lipilo 10 mths ago

it’s okay to feel torn. Just remember you deserve peace and love starting with yourself.

letitgo_user
letitgo_user 11 mths ago

dont let the heart side take over this time Listen to your brain you broke up for a reason and You will be okay if you cut him out completely for long enough