when will it end
i woke up with a heavy feeling this morning and i dreamt about him. after i got closure from him yesterday, i unfollowed and deleted his contacts except for two. i still can’t stop thinking of him and all the good moments we had. it’s hard to believe this day would come.
i thought we were going to last longer but it was barely even 3 months when we dated. it was brief but every moment felt special. i’d do anything to relive those moments. why did he stop trying? why did he say this isn’t him giving up but he clearly is? it hurts so much i’m scared to get in another relationship.i’m scared to let anybody come close to me again.he should’ve just left me alone if he knew i wasn’t going to be the one.in the end, they’re all the same. they leave when things get hard. nobody’s willing to fix things anymore it’s disappointing
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do you think he pulled away slowly before the breakup, or was it sudden? like did you sense the “giving up” before he said it out loud?
i think he was already detached before the breakup. and when we had an argument again, he said let’s break up as if he was waiting to say that
when it hurts that bad, i usually let myself romanticize it a little… but then i remind myself i’m only seeing the good parts. the version of him you miss doesn’t exist the same way anymore. what helps is writing down all the moments he made you question things too it balances the story in your head.
i’m going through the same situation 🥺you’re not wrong to feel scared to let people close again. I think it hurts harder when it’s brief because we weren’t able to see every side of them. I think it’s comforting to think about that the part of me that misses him so deeply, is actually the idea I had of him in my mind, someone he never actually was. We deserve better ❤️
i agree. i missed the version of him in the beginning, not the current version. he’s like a whole new person now. i hope someone will show up for you as the same version, and not switch up. you deserve all the good things too🍀
i remember thinking “how can something that felt so real just… stop?” it’s crazy how he get to move on like nothing happened while we’re here replaying everything. i promise it won’t always feel this heavy, even if it doesn’t seem like it rn
when a thought like that occurs, i just remind myself that he will feel it all later while i’m already healed. it makes me feel so much better