I apologize for posting so much but I genuinely have no one to turn to but this app. The way she left and got with another dude was just so cruel. I have my good days where I can be confident in being single but it’s days where I feel so bad and behind on life. My insecurities and anxieties are putting me in a chokehold on top of me dealing with the hardest heartbreak of my life. I genuinely wanted to marry that woman and build a life with her but I guess I was too much. I don’t know how to be anything other than myself and it hurts because I genuinely don’t like myself or sitting alone. I try to do the right thing but I’m so confused in my life. I’m constantly fighting myself to not look at her tiktok reposts which is the only app i’m not blocked on. All I can think is that she is giving another dude what I made in my mind to be mine and now I’m spiraling. No one checks up on me or asks me am I okay. I’m suffering in silence but I know that it’s the best thing for me to be at my rock bottom
Last updated on:2026-06-30T22:14:56+05:30
Comments (6)
i'm really glad you posted instead of keeping all of this in your head. one thing that helped me was finally blocking the last place i could still see my ex, because every peek sent me right back to day one.
i'm so sorry you're carrying all of this. 😞 i really hope you're talking to someone outside this app too, because you shouldn't have to survive this alone. what keeps pulling you back to her tiktok, hope that she'll come back or just wanting to know what she's doing?
mostly the curiosity of it all
i went through the same thing after my ex left for someone else, and i kept checking her socials even though it wrecked me every single time. it made me feel like i wasn't enough, but those thoughts lied to me.
Keep venting on here. you don't have to suffer in silence. It will take time. 🫶
i hope you’re doing ok today. I feel the same way about my ex. I’m the one that blocked her on everything tho. I have fake accounts on insta and tiktok and I can’t stop myself from looking at her reposts. I’m trying to go no contact and heal but she still has her stuff stored at my place.