im here again... resetting the clock.
Surely it should get easier each time.
Surely I should get stronger.
I have to let go. I have anxious attachment, so its a battle with myself, not even with him really. I've been sick the past few days so I've just been laying around thinking about things its been tough.
Last updated on:2026-07-28T17:23:11+05:30
Comments (1)
i reset that clock more times than i can count because i'd convince myself one tiny message wouldn't matter. every reset felt like i was failing, but really i was just trying again.